Think back over the last 500 days (or roughly a year and 4 1/2 months) and ask yourself what you have done. Have you tried to make the most out of each day? Have you made healthy choices? Have you exercised? Have you helped your fellow man when he needed it? Have you prayed for friends and family and asked God to bless them in their lives?
Well I have spent the last almost 500 days on my journey towards a NEW Shari. I made a commitment to go the Lifetime each day and put in a full workout. (I say almost because -1. I have 13 days to go still and 2. due to various circumstances, it has not been 500 consecutive days. I have defined it as days that I have had access to the club I have gone and worked out.)
My journey started as a weight loss program but honestly I had little hope of it working because others had failed. 5 days in one week - harder than you might think. It was summer, I was enjoying the great outdoors and didn't want to make time to go to the club, workout and then come back home and pick up whatever project I had set aside. But I did it. I huffed and puffed my 15 minutes on the bike and walked the track. No way was I going to tackle anything more than that. Bike, walk and row - because the rowing machine was hidden in a little alcove behind the racquetball courts and I figured no one would see me struggle to row. That is how I started.
The first few weeks were such a struggle physically - making my body do things it did not want to do. But it was also a mental struggle. I knew how overweight I was and to walk into a health club with people who are in much better shape than you have ever been - let's just say it takes a lot to push yourself to overcome that feeling that everyone is watching you, pointing you out, making comments about you. (And looking back I realize that most people aren't doing that because they are just too busy working out - but that is the mental game you play with yourself!)
So struggle I did. I did my 5 days and then worked out enough to get my 12 times in for the month for that wonderful insurance rebate! The next month I did the same. But by September, I was being to notice that the workouts weren't as hard as they had seemed in the beginning. My heart rate wasn't skyrocketing the moment I started pedalling. I didn't feel like I would pass out if I pushed a little harder. The fear of having a heart attack in the middle of the workout room was slowly fading *yes that was a huge fear!* I have to admit - I was becoming a little addicted to this working out thing.
Some of those who know me know I set little challenges for myself along the way. And no - 500 days was not a challenge I set for myself. But biking for 2 hours on the stationary bike, or taking on the elliptical and making it for an hour, or my newest one- rowing to Chicago (410 miles)- are some of those challenges that have made my workouts almost fun! Finding ways to motivate myself and keep from falling into that dreaded repetitive workout trap has been a little bit of a struggle from time to time - but I haven't given up.
And along the way, I have experienced somewhat of a parallel in my relationship with God. My Faith has been there all along but now it is growing. I have never doubted the existence of God and have lived as much as I thought I could in the way He expected me too. But until I started this NEW journey - I had not truly experienced MY FAITH in GOD or what a wonderful life you can live for HIM. Little by little, He has changed me - physically, mentally and spiritually. Inches have come off, some pounds too - people have noticed and commented. That has led me to work harder at that. The physical part is what started it but the spiritual side is what has been truly transformed.
If you know me personally, you know that I am a giver and I will do just about anything to help out. That is just the way I am. My parents are great examples and I grew up doing for others without question. And that hasn't changed. But I find now that when I serve others in His name = the reward for me is so much more. Whether it be reading with my special kiddos at North Park, or making popcorn for classrooms at Highland, or baking apple crisp for the staff, I come away feeling such a wonderful sense of pleasure from God. And once you experience that feeling, you want to feel it again and again. I guess you could somewhat compare it to that exercise high you get after a great workout - but this is so much deeper in you.
Day 500 is almost here. I am thinking up a little challenge to celebrate the day - 2 hour swim or 40 mile bike - who knows. What I do know is that I am already looking forward to what the next 500 days will bring and wondering how God will be using me this time around.
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